Working out

Had a nice and long day today with some mates, went shopping and drinking in Arnhem... got some nice dvd's and cd's and realised I almost never buy that stuff normally ;p

Also started working out today, I want to get my arms look thicker and get a six-pack or something that looks like it ^_^

Selective amnesia

How cool would that be, if you could just erase something from your brain like it never existed.

It's what a girl told me, she wanted that this was possible and to be honest, I wish the same.

NEW HAIRCUT!

You are probably like "HUH?!" - Ye, I only got my hair cut down my neck, I was getting curls...

It's a seal! *oink oink* (yea I don't know how to do a seal sound) ^_^

Muse is sooooooooooo good!

AWESOME!

Hmph, I should cut my hair... it's getting too long to handle ^_^

So many stuff to do, I have time but I am not really tempted to use that time for all the lame projects that need to be done... Guess I'll just have to suck up and go for it~

There is a small piece missing out of my fav drinking glass, so pissed that it is broken... I can still use it but it's just annoying me.

It's on the inside

Van binnen.

^_^

I owe my parents and everyone else who talked to me about it a big thanks!

Now I know what to do with it, I was chasing a dream and I have to stop chasing that dream and start living in the real world again, the world I have been neglicting for some while now.

Mistakes

Everyone makes mistakes, that's why they put erasers on pencils.

Thanks

I was feeling pretty crap today, mostly just mad and dissapointed about myself. But I need to thank two girls, for helping me out, listening and giving advice. 17 and 16 years old, younger than me but so much wiser! Debbie and Emmie (looks funny huh those names!) thanks for the advice you gave me, it means alot to me.

Weird that I got helped by two girls I don't really know, and only met them a few weeks ago. But they are a bigger help than my friends who would just say "party and forget", "Lol, don't care", "Asians? Stupid Japtard" (< racist!)

Jealous at the strength they have, do they get this from their faith in God? I wish I had such a thing, I did ask His help at times but it's so hard to believe in! but thinking we also meditated with Taekwondo to get stronger in our spirits kinda connects with the same thing or idea right? Getting strength from higher powers...

Lastly I want to thank the makers of Scrubs, for getting the quote in the previous post out of their series, it really gives me strength in this matter.

Something that should remind me not to fuck up again;

“‘Cause even if it breaks your heart to be ‘just friends’, if you really care about someone, you’ll take the hit.“

I'll be there for you A. You are a friend to me and I hope you'll always stay one...

A new blog to make a fresh start!