Thanks

I was feeling pretty crap today, mostly just mad and dissapointed about myself. But I need to thank two girls, for helping me out, listening and giving advice. 17 and 16 years old, younger than me but so much wiser! Debbie and Emmie (looks funny huh those names!) thanks for the advice you gave me, it means alot to me.

Weird that I got helped by two girls I don't really know, and only met them a few weeks ago. But they are a bigger help than my friends who would just say "party and forget", "Lol, don't care", "Asians? Stupid Japtard" (< racist!)

Jealous at the strength they have, do they get this from their faith in God? I wish I had such a thing, I did ask His help at times but it's so hard to believe in! but thinking we also meditated with Taekwondo to get stronger in our spirits kinda connects with the same thing or idea right? Getting strength from higher powers...

Lastly I want to thank the makers of Scrubs, for getting the quote in the previous post out of their series, it really gives me strength in this matter.